Did living with Angelman syndrome make me a minimalist?

In a quest for simplicity, a columnist bids her readers farewell

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by Sabrina L. Johnson |

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As the caregiver to my 14-year-old daughter, Juliana, I’ve learned a precious life lesson that helps me function better while living with Angelman syndrome. What’s the lesson? It’s that I can’t live my life like everyone else.

Years ago, when I realized this, my world got simpler. This realization isn’t a sad mantra stating what can’t be because of Angelman syndrome. Instead, I’ve turned to a life of minimalism, which is about removing ideas and items that aren’t necessary. Deciding to live on different terms gives me clarity and helps me consistently make room for what’s best and important to me. Right now, clarity means that it’s time for me to move on from the column I’ve enjoyed writing for the past three years.

When I began writing “A Glass Half Full” in 2021, I started with a column about how my life as a minimalist made it easier for me to be a care provider. I remember my editor commenting that it was a unique topic for my first assignment. This column will be my last, so it seems fitting to finish as I started: focusing on how minimalism continues to improve my journey.

Some people still view minimalism as declaring that you’ll live in your home with very little stuff. But that’s not what the lifestyle is about. It’s about taking unnecessary items or beliefs away to make room for what is needed most. Sometimes it’s physical items — like when I purged Juliana’s old records and equipment. Other times, it’s doing what’s necessary for self-care, like taking a break from something you love.

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I’ve been writing about our life with Angelman syndrome for 11 years. Originally, my writing began out of frustration because I couldn’t find any positive stories about Angelman. I wanted to give real examples of how I faced everyday difficulties and stayed sane during those crises.

I’ve received wonderful questions and comments from readers over the years that make me believe I’ve done that. But taking my minimalist values at heart, it’s time for a break.

When I started my column, I had more time for the little extras. But when I returned to full-time teaching last year, I realized that grading stacks of English papers, managing self-care, and writing is a lot to juggle. And that’s in addition to my primary responsibilities as a care provider. I pride myself on managing what is reasonable instead of trying to do too much. Contrary to what may work for others, busyness never works well for me.

It’s no secret to anyone who knows me that I value simplicity. For example, when my husband coached at my daughter’s school last year, we experienced some big changes that pulled us away from a life with less. When the season ended, we pondered if the job was a good fit for our family. We decided it wasn’t. Although my husband enjoyed coaching, it added unnecessary strain to our schedule and routine.

Which came first?

Often, I’ve wondered if I’d be a minimalist if we weren’t navigating a life with Angelman syndrome. It’s a question I’ll never be able to answer. But I can rest well knowing I can do so much more with less. Living with a neurogenetic disorder in the family will always make me feel like more is required. But it’s simply not true.

It’s been a pleasure crafting stories and ideas to prove that living with Angelman syndrome can be viewed as a glass half full. More than anything, I’ve tried to give hope and encouragement to make others’ journeys just a little bit easier in some way.

To keep up with Juliana and our journey, please visit my website.


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Michelle avatar

Michelle

Thank you so much for writing "A Glass Half Full" for as long as you have. I started reading your articles in 2022, shortly after my daughter was diagnosed at 18 months and I was floundering. I found comfort in your stories and viewpoint. I looked forward to the newsletter in my inbox. I understand your need for a break and I hope you maintain that balance in your life. I will follow you on your website. Cheers! Michelle Porter

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Sabrina L. Johnson avatar

Sabrina L. Johnson

Hello Michelle--thank you for making my day! Floundering is such a good way to describe those early years with AS. And I loved your comment about looking forward to the column in your box. It gives me comfort to know all those years of writing mattered. Thank you for taking the time to let me know.

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Tamara Guilday

I really will miss your writings, Sabrina, but understand 100% the reason why. This is a new season of life with your two girls now. God has used you in immeasurable ways to comfort, guide, and strengthen innumerable parents with a child with a disability or not. May you continue to listen to God. Your gift of heartfelt written expression is straight from Him! And thus, soooooo valuable.
💕✝️☀️

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Sabrina L. Johnson avatar

Sabrina L. Johnson

Thank you so much, Tam. I had no idea you were still following my column:). Thank you for the words of encouragement and I do hope I have added value to some families. I'll get back to it at a later time, for sure.

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barbara glover avatar

barbara glover

do you think it’s possible for achildwho has been diagnosed as autistic to actually be angelman syndrome. i’ve read about a boy who has it and it sounds just like our granddaughter

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